| Location | Loughbrough |
| Age | 56 years |
| Date of Death | 2/2007 |
| Visitors | 951 since 26/03/2007 |
| Creator |
Love and miss you so much!
I know you can hear me talking to you mum... things seem go be getting better then take a down turn... then it takes me forever to pick myself back up! My feelings and confidence are all over the place!
Im trying so hard to do everything im supposed to do... i guess my life is just going to be one list of rules! I just hope you know that i love you, dad, Eboney and Anton more than anything else in the world!
I know when your around.. but would love you it if you here with me all the time! I truely miss you mum.. and i love you so so much... Sleep tight! xxx
Hello.xx
Thankyou for my message at church on sunday, ive been mening to come on to leve this message sooner but ive had lots to do! I know you know whats goin on and i just hope you can help me make the right decision mum. I really wish you were here for me to talk to - nobody else listens like your mum does? I love you so so much and miss you loads... people say it gets easier - mum it does not! sleep tight mum.... xxxx
Hi mum! x
Mum.. im so sorry ive not been to write much... as you know there are other things to distract me or to keep my mind busy... i just want this all to end now and for me, eb and anton to be a family again. thats all im asking from this world mum.... i will be baack on as soon as i get time.... just remember i love you with all my heart and miss you immensly! sleep tight mum....miss you millions....xxx
For my mum!!!
To My mum...
Hope your ok - really wish you were here - need you round me mum... i have had afew good days - and had some brill times with eb and anton, we went to the park the other day and then we went to fnky monkey's - we all had lots of fun... i really hope you are watching over eb and anton - you would love them so much.... both so funny in their own ways... eb is so much like me - and anton reminds me so much of dad - he walks just like dad and chats away like a little old man... stay close to us mum - we need you. i love you so much. i will be back soon. sleep tight. xxxx
Please help me carry on!
Please help me - mum im finding things so hard, its hell without eboney and anton, i have been honest about my feelings and i feel as though im being punished... i wish you were here mum, at least i would feel like i could turn to you, i havent got anyone to talk to - i feel so alone and very isolated. I just want my precious babies back with me where they both belong.. i cant live without them forever, i would never ask for anything else! I love you so much and i miss you with all my heart every single day! if only i could hear your voice one more time... at least you would listen to me and tell me you love me! Gareth is mking things even more difficult for me - i know he is so easily lead and i just wish he would tell the truth... and that this horrific ordel would finally end... i dont know how much more i can take! please help me mum... i dont know who else to go to! I love you so much.xx
Thinking of you always!!
I find myself asking the same questions over and over? why is life so creul and unfair? why do i lose the ones i love the most?
No one seems to have the answers mum! Why does this life allow so many bad people to do so many bad things, yet the people who are generally happy and trying to get on with their lives - are the people that are lied about and treated like rubbish! Im finding it so hard to trust anyone at the moment.... I wish you were here mum, i miss you so so much and im so glad you were my mum!!! Ive had to deal with some really bad days on my own because i do not know who i can talk to without feeling like im going to be judged! Please give me some strength to enable me to carry on! Love you mum.xxxxx
For my wonderful mum! xx
Just here to say hello.. ive not been on for bit! you are always in my thoughts! i know your around alot but would love you to be here more... i need you to watch over us all.. especially eb and anton.. i wish you and dad were here always. please help me get through this mum... Im so glad your my mum, i cherish the memories that i have locked in my heart!!! Id love you to see eb and anton. let them both know i love them both lots and they are my reason to live.... rest now mum.. sleep tight! love and miss you more and more each day!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
please help me get through this!
i need you go help me mum- i hate being apart from eboney and anton! why do i lose everyone i love? i miss you and dad so much! id give anything to have you both here with me today! please help me through this mum... i cant do it alone!!!! love and miss you always...xxxxxxx
Sorry!
sorry ive not been on for a while! ive not been doing so great mum! Things are still really hard and i hate being apart from eb and anton. i just hope that things get better! Watch over eb and anton please mum - let them know that i love them with all my heart. I really miss you and i so wish you were here now more than ever before! Love you so much mum! Sleep tight! xxxxx
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